Posted: Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 8:11 AM
Today is the birthday of a person that was once a special part of my life.
A person that was the first to bully me so terribly, but then I found out it was just his way to get my attention.
A person that would act all tough in front of everyone but can be the sweetest and most mushy person when its just the two of us.
A person that can go over the edge to make me cry and tear from frustration but stands up bravely and cheers me on when I was bullied even very mildly by someone else.
A person that brought me laughter, tears, anger, frustration, and just about every emotions possible.
A person that made me felt loved and pampered from all his mushy phone calls in the morning and messages throughout each day.
A person that made this short first relationship experience of mine felt like a fantasy you can only find from those drama you watched on TV. A love to be cherished forever although its no longer in my grasp.
Although I can't wish you personally. I hope my sincere wishes can still reach you in some way.
Happy Birthday, T.Y
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I apologize to everyone, my readers especially, for the long pause right now on all my stories. I need more time to get back that spark of enthusiasm I have back then when I first started writing fanfic. I guess after all that happened, I really drained myself too much and just don't want to be too devoted to the fanfic world at the moment. I promise to still make the updates but it will be slower than usual. You have the right to be mad at me, I won't blame you. I just don't think forcing myself to make the updates will bring a good story for your enjoyment. Sorry. *bows*
Well, nothing much. The above is the main reason I posted this entry. Will edit when I think up anything else.
EDITED [20th June 2010]
I suppose to make this notice a long time ago but only find the time(and determination) to do it now.
I am sure most of you may be wondering why I seem to disappear lately, not replying to any messages dropped in my tagboard and not updating any of my stories in winglin. Well, now I am here to official announce that I, Phebs will be on a year hiatus. You heard me, A YEAR, which means everything(writing stories and graphic designing) will be on hold until July 2011(next year)
Please don't be alarmed by this. I am now at my final(and crucial) stage of my studies now so all attention will have to be put to it. No more slacking off and fooling about now. So although it is hard for me to make this decision, I have to do so. I understand that my skills (writing or graphic designing) will definitely be rust out by then and everyone will probably not remember me anymore after that. But for those who are still willing to wait for me to continue my stories when I get back, I thank you all dearly.
A year is not really a long time, yet it's not short so I am sure you will probably forget how do my stories go anyway. I am truly sorry for not being able to complete them before I go off on my hiatus. As most of you may know(if you been keeping in touch with me), a lot have happened to disrupt my progress. But it's my own fault for not being able to cope with the changes and provide you my best. *bows*
Well, with that said. Summing up everything, Phebs will be on a one-year hiatus from this moment onward. It may be good in a way that I take a break and freshen up on inspiration. Hopefully when I am back and new, I will still have people still anticipating and looking forward to my work. If unfortunately there isn't.... I guess this is a forever goodbye and I won't make the comeback. I am sorry if it have to come to that.
I will really TRULY miss everyone when I am away. Thank you so much for the support you have given me so far. I hope to keep contact with you all as often as I can. See you guys again soon enough. *waves*
